Thursday, 19 June 2025

Can't shake this disease

Can’t shake this disease

 

Need to see you doc

I've got a spot

And it's been itching a lot.

Got through to reception

All I got was rejection.

Need an injection

Of physician affection.

 

And after the maze

My head’s in a haze

From the options and choice

Want to hear a kind human voice.

But instead,

A well-read

Monotone multiple-choice,

Looking after my wellbeing

But will I be seen?

Or listen to this droning machine.

 

Pulled my own tooth out.

No dentists about.

It had got infected

Again, got rejected.

Yanked it out today

The root and the decay.

 

Really need some ointment

But there are no appointments.

Just pain and disappointment.

Seems you've got to be in the loop

Or extremely ill,

To get a prescription

For a pill.

 

Need a good dosage

Of a diagnosis,

Someone to look after my brains -

And my veins!

Feeling the strain

And the remains

Of afterpains.

 

Tried to contact GP

Now well over sixty

Pressed many phone keys.

While feeling so crappy

And there's no guarantee

Anyone will see me.

 

There is an outbreak

NHS in a state.

Now it's one big bellyache

Feeling so much unease

Can't shake this disease.

Fill a form online

Can’t do it, almost blind

But I must address

The NHS

You’re doing your best

It’s not your fault it’s a mess.

But I do need some antibiotics,

Please.   

 

Copyright Linda Lawrence

20th June 2025                      


Devil's incarnate

 Devil's incarnate


It's only you
That can wipe away
My sunny disposition
I wear everyday
I want to leave
But always stay
And even after
You hit my arm today
I look after your hygiene
On a Thursday and Monday
But with your procrastination
We make no headway
You no longer upset me
Whatever you say
'Thick as two planks'
Or calling me gay
You shout and scream at me
You think I lead you astray
And wish you'd keep your disgusting words
At bay
The behaviour you display
Causes so much dismay
You are the devil's incarnate
Anyway
You contort your face
As I wash your hair of grey
I'm not assisting you
I help your partner
Who helps you in every way
You are a lucky woman
Who gets full attention each day
Your psyche and demeaner
Are completely frayed
Thank goodness I leave before midday
It's really not ok
That from you I need a holiday

25/05/2025

Sunday, 23 March 2025

Caribbean

 

Caribbean

 

We’re breathing in the Caribbean breeze

Where it meets the Atlantic Sea

Surrounded by such breathtaking scenery.

The many beaches with white sand

The lush rainforests and greenery

Around each of many islands.

 

The monkeys, held onto one, then two!

St Kitts - the sea so turquoise blue

Swum with Turtles in Barbados too!

Grenada, full of meandering high hills.

A herb and spice garden from tarragon to dill.

 

The volcano crater full of crystal clear lake

A surprise around every corner during this break.

Melon cocktail ball, bird call, warm rainfalls!

St Lucia soil and sea for you and me

Cruise along the Pitons on warm side of sea.

From different Islands and West Indies

Didn’t think it would be so windy!

 

The bats, blood sucking gnats!

The many different territorial cats!

The warm, balmy weather.

Just want to stay here forever!

 

Iguana, fresh bananas, celebrate in a cabana

My whole being has become much calmer!

On the bed of the ocean , some starfish and

To be here for a few days is more than I could wish!

 

Fireflies, big coloured tropical butterflies,

Cloudless blue skies.

Country fridge magnets merchandise

The equators’ sunset and sunrise.

The geese, the four that walked around

So much nature is abound!

 

Swimming in the sea until dusk after seven

Toddlers in their parents’ arms until gone eleven.

Scary children’s slides, bad dives

Can’t wait until the next holiday arrives!

 

 

Copyright Linda Lawrence

 

Mid-March 2025

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sleeve

 

Sleeve

 

I saw a man in town today and could not believe my ears.

The things that he was saying – I did not want to hear!

The tattoos exposed on his arm as he rolled up his sleeve:

The crudeness that appeared in ink, I did not want to see.

 

He says he has no money and lives on benefits.

Too skint to support his offspring. as he lights another cigarette.

And throughout his life, some casual work, living on his wits!

How he goes through life like this, although he does not care a bit.

 

He’s ‘starving’, yet he’s paid for a cheeseburger and some chips,

A bottle of something in carrier bag as he takes a few more swigs.

Lives his life ducking and diving, living off the dole,

Has no interest in learning new skills and no career goal.

 

Left his wife and children, so it’s us that pays the price!

His children bought into the world, walked away more than twice.

The only way he knows how to survive is the way he’s living now

Complaining about the state of the country and I’m puzzled as to how.

 

We support that smoking, drinking man with our hard earned cash.

There is no answer to this type of person, it’s all a bit mishmash

Condemn the human being that does not work an honest day

Put our hand in our pockets for this type, that makes us pay.

 

On one of your tattoos along your arm – ‘love you mum’

Does she know what kind of individual you have become?

The rest of your sleeve up your arm, courtesy of the state

And anything that you might have earned, or a favour for a mate.

 

No tax to pay, no rent to find, it’s all been nicely covered

Wonder what childhood you might have had, bought up by your mother

And here you are in my hometown, thinking you are ‘owed’

Your train of thinking of anything else, to me you’ve sunk so low.

 

I rush by, avoiding your eye and do not wish to meet.

You’re not my ilk or kind of person and wouldn’t like to greet.

You do not realise how lucky you are with a room, food and heat

Sitting in a warm winter coat on a suburban seat.

 

I do not wish to repeat the kind of words you’ve used commonly today.

A narcissist, that thinks only of you and what you are trying to say.

I wish, in my heart, to give you a chance to be civilised on this earth

But the way you are, the only way, you’ve only known since birth.

 

Look so rough, act so tough, want to pull you aside  - enough is enough!

As you light another cigarette inhale deeply on some puff.

No guilt, no shame and it’s plain you’re the only one to blame,

A liar and cheat to your very soul, you’ve always been the same!

 

We all know this personality and want to make it right.

They think they are above the law, no truth without a fight.

As the sleeve revealed the names of his kids he’s never supported,

And the wife that had enough, her marriage she aborted.

 

He’s capable of working, but cannot seem to change his ways

I’ll carry on avoiding, keep my thoughts to myself, avert his gaze

Came away from school without grades - even now he’s not so bright.

But we’ll dig deep down in our pockets, make sure he’s alright.

 

Copyright Linda Lawrence Mid-March 2025


Friday, 24 January 2025

Battleground

 

Battleground

 

Where are the attendants

To take our money,

Check our tickets,

So dependent!

A quick check in

Seeing how long we've been?

 

The pay and display

From yesterday

Where we shared the fee

With another person

Like me!

 

Look at how long we stayed,

But now today

Getting very techy

Now it's all gone techie

The car park now a battleground

And I've found

Trying to Remember the car plate

Gets me in a state!

 

And the metal thing

Don't take cash

Come up in a rash

And in a hurried dash.

But in a flash

My credit is debit.

Feeling decrepit.

 

And this metal of tech

Has no respect!

Got five minutes - 

That's the limit,

Have to sprint

To find the car

Wherever it is!

And the mean machine

Is out of print

No confirmation 

Just so much frustration!

 

Copyright Linda Lawrence

23/01/2025

 

 

Not gone anywhere

Not gone anywhere

My only son 
He's moved away
but not too far
With pretty lady
You have each others' hearts.

You have my heart
I have your room,
Your washing!
And while I have your shirts
To iron, I revert
To the younger years
Consumed!

Now a man
With such a music gift
A caring nature, funny
(And awkward work shifts)
Getting better with money!

And as he pulls up in his car
To pick up his pa
I know he's not gone very far

Love to see his smiling face
And smile when I see
He's left a trace;
Cooked bacon smell
A used glass tumbler
Shower water on the floor
(Never a chore)
Towels moist
The sound of his voice
And my pride swells!
His longed-for visits
Shoes! Socks! Underwear!
everywhere!
His trousers hang up
So grown up
A part of him is still here
and not gone anywhere 

For Joseph 

24/01/2025