Under
the Oaks
The
years of hope and now, powerful urge
Watching
you sitting on a grass verge,
Under
the shade of some old Oak trees
To
make this day so special to me.
Waiting
so long to get much closer,
Trying
to keep my composure!
You
have always been so elusive,
My
findings were always inconclusive.
I
longed to see you with a purple hue
Though
it was enough to get close to you.
Flying
past so quickly by
And
above the Oaks, they were so high.
As
time went by, my curiosity
Kept
on getting the better of me.
I
had to get closer and didn’t foresee,
The
beautiful experience you gave to me.
It’s true you like things rotting and smelly.
But
nearer to you, my legs turn to jelly!
I
love your eye on your fragile wing
And
all the pleasure that you bring.
That
day so hot and overcast
You
sat there, chilling in the grass.
You
opened your wings, welcomed me in
As
you climbed up my moistened skin.
You
helped yourself to my perspiration -
I
just felt so much elation!
Your
yellow proboscis , drunk my sweat
A
day that I will never forget!
For
half an hour, you fed away
The
salt you needed for the day.
And
when the sun was strong in heat
I
let you go for your roost and sleep.
Copyright Linda Lawrence
03/07/2025
Can’t shake this disease
Need to see you doc
I've got a spot
And it's been itching a lot.
Got through to reception
All I got was rejection.
Need an injection
Of physician affection.
And after the maze
My head’s in a haze
From the options and choice
Want to hear a kind human voice.
But instead,
A well-read
Monotone multiple-choice,
Looking after my wellbeing
But will I be seen?
Or listen to this droning
machine.
Pulled my own tooth out.
No dentists about.
It had got infected
Again, got rejected.
Yanked it out today
The root and the decay.
Really need some ointment
But there are no appointments.
Just pain and disappointment.
Seems you've got to be in the
loop
Or extremely ill,
To get a prescription
For a pill.
Need a good dosage
Of a diagnosis,
Someone to look after my brains
-
And my veins!
Feeling the strain
And the remains
Of afterpains.
Tried to contact GP
Now well over sixty
Pressed many phone keys.
While feeling so crappy
And there's no guarantee
Anyone will see me.
There is an outbreak
NHS in a state.
Now it's one big bellyache
Feeling so much unease
Can't shake this disease.
Fill a form online
Can’t do it, almost blind
But I must address
The NHS
You’re doing your best
It’s not your fault it’s a mess.
But I do need some antibiotics,
Please.
Copyright Linda Lawrence
20th June 2025
Devil's incarnate
Caribbean
We’re breathing in the Caribbean breeze
Where it meets the Atlantic Sea
Surrounded by such breathtaking scenery.
The many beaches with white sand
The lush rainforests and greenery
Around each of many islands.
The monkeys, held onto one, then two!
St Kitts - the sea so turquoise blue
Swum with Turtles in Barbados too!
Grenada, full of meandering high hills.
A herb and spice garden from tarragon to dill.
The volcano crater full of crystal clear lake
A surprise around every corner during this break.
Melon cocktail ball, bird call, warm rainfalls!
St Lucia soil and sea for you and me
Cruise along the Pitons on warm side of sea.
From different Islands and West Indies
Didn’t think it would be so windy!
The bats, blood sucking gnats!
The many different territorial cats!
The warm, balmy weather.
Just want to stay here forever!
Iguana, fresh bananas, celebrate in a cabana
My whole being has become much calmer!
On the bed of the ocean , some starfish and
To be here for a few days is more than I could wish!
Fireflies, big coloured tropical butterflies,
Cloudless blue skies.
Country fridge magnets merchandise
The equators’ sunset and sunrise.
The geese, the four that walked around
So much nature is abound!
Swimming in the sea until dusk after seven
Toddlers in their parents’ arms until gone eleven.
Scary children’s slides, bad dives
Can’t wait until the next holiday arrives!
Copyright Linda Lawrence
Mid-March 2025
Sleeve
I saw a man in town today and
could not believe my ears.
The things that he was saying –
I did not want to hear!
The tattoos exposed on his arm
as he rolled up his sleeve:
The crudeness that appeared in
ink, I did not want to see.
He says he has no money and
lives on benefits.
Too skint to support his
offspring. as he lights another cigarette.
And throughout his life, some
casual work, living on his wits!
How he goes through life like this,
although he does not care a bit.
He’s ‘starving’, yet he’s paid
for a cheeseburger and some chips,
A bottle of something in carrier
bag as he takes a few more swigs.
Lives his life ducking and
diving, living off the dole,
Has no interest in learning new
skills and no career goal.
Left his wife and children, so
it’s us that pays the price!
His children bought into the
world, walked away more than twice.
The only way he knows how to
survive is the way he’s living now
Complaining about the state of
the country and I’m puzzled as to how.
We support that smoking,
drinking man with our hard earned cash.
There is no answer to this type
of person, it’s all a bit mishmash
Condemn the human being that
does not work an honest day
Put our hand in our pockets for
this type, that makes us pay.
On one of your tattoos along
your arm – ‘love you mum’
Does she know what kind of individual
you have become?
The rest of your sleeve up your
arm, courtesy of the state
And anything that you might have
earned, or a favour for a mate.
No tax to pay, no rent to find,
it’s all been nicely covered
Wonder what childhood you might
have had, bought up by your mother
And here you are in my hometown,
thinking you are ‘owed’
Your train of thinking of
anything else, to me you’ve sunk so low.
I rush by, avoiding your eye and
do not wish to meet.
You’re not my ilk or kind of
person and wouldn’t like to greet.
You do not realise how lucky you
are with a room, food and heat
Sitting in a warm winter coat on
a suburban seat.
I do not wish to repeat the kind
of words you’ve used commonly today.
A narcissist, that thinks only
of you and what you are trying to say.
I wish, in my heart, to give you
a chance to be civilised on this earth
But the way you are, the only
way, you’ve only known since birth.
Look so rough, act so tough,
want to pull you aside - enough is enough!
As you light another cigarette
inhale deeply on some puff.
No guilt, no shame and it’s
plain you’re the only one to blame,
A liar and cheat to your very
soul, you’ve always been the same!
We all know this personality and
want to make it right.
They think they are above the
law, no truth without a fight.
As the sleeve revealed the names
of his kids he’s never supported,
And the wife that had enough,
her marriage she aborted.
He’s capable of working, but
cannot seem to change his ways
I’ll carry on avoiding, keep my
thoughts to myself, avert his gaze
Came away from school without
grades - even now he’s not so bright.
But we’ll dig deep down in our
pockets, make sure he’s alright.
Copyright Linda Lawrence
Mid-March 2025