Alone
You may be
in a relationship but very much alone.
You may be
offered some support but always on your own.
Wondering
why you feel so ill with everything that’s fraught.
You go to bed so early with nothing but your thoughts.
Fed up with
constant battles and the point you’re trying to make.
Tired of trying to prove you’re right till your heart begins to ache.
Tired of trying to prove you’re right till your heart begins to ache.
Doing everything yourself and unable to
communicate
And even problems that are simple it leaves you in a state.
You ask the
same old question and to the depth of your soul
Wonder why you
are
here
to act out the same old role.
Struggling
once more and yet time and time again
Its déjà vu and the answer to you is like a closed chain.
Once in a
blue moon you need the benefit of the doubt
Instead of
keep arguing, repeating, going over and to shout!
So exhausted you’ve become almost to the point of no return,
To ask for a little understanding but once again you’re spurned.
So exhausted you’ve become almost to the point of no return,
To ask for a little understanding but once again you’re spurned.
Chorus: Rejected dejected just want to be respected,
Want your strong shoulders and need to be
protected.
You want a magic wand to wave and to cast a
spell
Go back to
the time when you both got on so well
All you want
to do now is hide right in your shell
Now how it feels when we argue, you want me to go to hell
You try to
help and aide all the minor problems that you get
But always
feel rejected and just get more and more upset.
It isn’t worth the
time you’ve taken to
try and work things through
Nobody’s dying, it’s just me
crying and it’s all because of you.
Copyright
Linda Lawrence
24th
July2019
