Sunday, 23 March 2025

Caribbean

 

Caribbean

 

We’re breathing in the Caribbean breeze

Where it meets the Atlantic Sea

Surrounded by such breathtaking scenery.

The many beaches with white sand

The lush rainforests and greenery

Around each of many islands.

 

The monkeys, held onto one, then two!

St Kitts - the sea so turquoise blue

Swum with Turtles in Barbados too!

Grenada, full of meandering high hills.

A herb and spice garden from tarragon to dill.

 

The volcano crater full of crystal clear lake

A surprise around every corner during this break.

Melon cocktail ball, bird call, warm rainfalls!

St Lucia soil and sea for you and me

Cruise along the Pitons on warm side of sea.

From different Islands and West Indies

Didn’t think it would be so windy!

 

The bats, blood sucking gnats!

The many different territorial cats!

The warm, balmy weather.

Just want to stay here forever!

 

Iguana, fresh bananas, celebrate in a cabana

My whole being has become much calmer!

On the bed of the ocean , some starfish and

To be here for a few days is more than I could wish!

 

Fireflies, big coloured tropical butterflies,

Cloudless blue skies.

Country fridge magnets merchandise

The equators’ sunset and sunrise.

The geese, the four that walked around

So much nature is abound!

 

Swimming in the sea until dusk after seven

Toddlers in their parents’ arms until gone eleven.

Scary children’s slides, bad dives

Can’t wait until the next holiday arrives!

 

 

Copyright Linda Lawrence

 

Mid-March 2025

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sleeve

 

Sleeve

 

I saw a man in town today and could not believe my ears.

The things that he was saying – I did not want to hear!

The tattoos exposed on his arm as he rolled up his sleeve:

The crudeness that appeared in ink, I did not want to see.

 

He says he has no money and lives on benefits.

So skint, to support his offspring as he lights another cigarette.

And throughout his life, some casual work, living on his wits!

How he goes through life like that, although he does not care a bit.

 

He’s ‘starving’, yet he’s paid for a cheeseburger and some chips,

A bottle of something in carrier bag as he takes a few swigs.

Lives his life ducking and diving, living off the dole,

Has no interest in learning new skills and no career goal.

 

Left his wife and children, so it’s us that pays the price!

His offspring bought into the world, walked away more than twice.

The only way he knows how to survive is the way he’s living now

Complaining about the state of the country and puzzled as to how.

 

We support that smoking drinking man with our hard earned cash.

There is not an answer to this type of person, it’s all a mishmash

Condemn the human being that does not try to work an honest day

Put our hand in our pockets for these types that that makes us pay.

 

On one of your tattoos along your arm – ‘love you mum’

Does she know what individual you have become?

The rest of your sleeve up your arm, courtesy of the state

And anything that you might have earned, a favour for a mate.

 

No tax to pay, no rent to find, it’s all been nicely covered

Wonder what childhood you might have had, bought up by your mother

And here you are in my hometown, thinking you are ‘owed’

Your train of thinking of anything else, to me you’ve sunk so low.

 

I rush by, avoiding your eye and do not wish to meet.

You’re not my ilk or kind of person and wouldn’t like to greet.

You do not realise how lucky you are with a room, food and heat

Sitting in a warm winter coat on a suburban seat.

 

I do not wish to repat the kind of words you’ve used commonly today.

A narcissist, that thinks only of you and what you are trying to say.

I wish, in my heart, to give you a chance to be civilised on this earth

But the way you are, the only way, you only known since birth.

 

Look so rough, act so tough, want to pull you aside  - enough is enough!

As you light another cigarette inhale deeply on some puff.

No guilt, no shame and it’s plain you’re the only one to blame,

A liar and cheat to your very soul, you’ve always been the same!

 

We all know this personality and want to make it right.

They think they are above the law, no truth without a fight.

As the sleeve revealed the names of his kids he’s never supported,

And the wife that had enough, her marriage she aborted.

 

He’s capable of working, but cannot seem to change his ways

I’ll carry on avoiding, keep my thoughts to myself, avert his gaze

Came away from school without grades - even now he’s not so bright.

But we’ll dig deep down in our pockets, make sure he’s alright.

 

Copyright Linda Lawrence 


Mid-March 2025

 

Friday, 24 January 2025

Battleground

 

Battleground

 

Where are the attendants

To take our money,

Check our tickets,

So dependent!

A quick check in

Seeing how long we've been?

 

The pay and display

From yesterday

Where we shared the fee

With another person

Like me!

 

Look at how long we stayed,

But now today

Getting very techy

Now it's all gone techie

The car park now a battleground

And I've found

Trying to Remember the car plate

Gets me in a state!

 

And the metal thing

Don't take cash

Come up in a rash

And in a hurried dash.

But in a flash

My credit is debit.

Feeling decrepit.

 

And this metal of tech

Has no respect!

Got five minutes - 

That's the limit,

Have to sprint

To find the car

Wherever it is!

And the mean machine

Is out of print

No confirmation 

Just so much frustration!

 

Copyright Linda Lawrence

23/01/2025

 

 

Not gone anywhere

Not gone anywhere

My only son 
He's moved away
but not too far
With pretty lady
You have each others' hearts.

You have my heart
I have your room,
Your washing!
And while I have your shirts
To iron, I revert
To the younger years
Consumed!

Now a man
With such a music gift
A caring nature, funny
(And awkward work shifts)
Getting better with money!

And as he pulls up in his car
To pick up his pa
I know he's not gone very far

Love to see his smiling face
And smile when I see
He's left a trace;
Cooked bacon smell
A used glass tumbler
Shower water on the floor
(Never a chore)
Towels moist
The sound of his voice
And my pride swells!
His longed-for visits
Shoes! Socks! Underwear!
everywhere!
His trousers hang up
So grown up
A part of him is still here
and not gone anywhere 

For Joseph 

24/01/2025

Thursday, 2 January 2025

A cup of kindness

 A cup of kindness

Another year gone; another year gone by,
Wonder how the days seem to fly so quickly by.
The decorations and tree now taken down,
A brand new date begins but not without a frown
There was so much dust to clean up and settle,
Like the debris in war zones, concrete and mangled metal.
Room looks like a battle zone needs some resembling
Frightened men and women crying out and trembling.
Our many thoughts turn to the last few years,
Celebrations finished, drunk all our wine and beer.
While madmen and despots just want to be killing,
Wish it would come to a halt, with God willing.
Baubles, bells and tinsel back in their Christmas box.
Wanting Spring to arrive after the winter equinox.
A cactus plant in the place of the pretty Christmas tree
But what will the following months mean to you and me?
The fireworks were lit and burnt down in the night
And back to thinking about these non sensical fights.
Cheering Auld Lang Syne the song that’s sung worldwide,
A cup of kindness, all we need - or tensions will collide
Back to normal life and work, back to our reality
Wish we had a magic wand with a sense to foresee.
Lives in the hands of unstable leaders and politicians,
The rulers, the corrupters, with bent trade off conditions

As we link our arms, kiss strangers, singing New Year joy,
Wrap your arms around the world and please do not destroy
A treaty and love are overdue, to live our lives in peace,
A wish so deep, around the globe, all these wars must cease.
Copyright Linda Lawrence
01/01/2025

Wednesday, 18 December 2024

Greetings

  

Greetings

 

I didn’t receive  a card this year

From a friend I love so dear,

I am frightened to pick up the phone

In the case of no one being at home.

 

We’ve had delays with the mail,

It seems each Christmas it’s curtailed.

I’m hoping this must be the reason

Now we’re in the festive season.

 

Will send some greetings just in case

And hope she remembers me and my face.

Good friends, back then, in our prime

Now it’s just birthdays and Christmastime .

 

Cannot get out to visit, or just call in

The days of going out have got so thin.

Cards are so precious as time goes by

And it they don’t arrive, we wonder why.

 

Mobile phones and  the internet,

For me, it’s difficult to use this tech.

Don’t understand how it all connects

Have tried, but always incorrect.

 

On the landline, I can barely hear

But a card received is bright and clear.

It makes me smile and makes my day

To have it delivered from you today.

 

And in time the letterbox rattles

Been worried with my mental battles.

It’s her! Although it’s very late December

I’ll remember her birthday in September!

Copyright Linda Lawrence

 

17th December 2024

 

Inspirations working in care

Saturday, 23 November 2024

Another heartbeat

 

Another heartbeat

 

I remember all those years ago pushing my baby in a pram

And now in just a heartbeat, he’s become a grown up man.

And my little girl on the way to school, holding her tiny hand,

A precious daughter who was born after choosing the wedding band.

 

Mums’ that walk along the road with a coloured plastic bike,

The years will pass so quickly when he’ll own a motorbike.

Leaving school, found a job, gone his ways childlike

And in the shed, from yesterday , a little coloured bike.

 

From the window, walking along, carrying a scooter,

Put away for a rainy day and in its place a computer.

The favoured doll, her pretty clothes now in its place a router.

So independent now and she does all the things to suit her.

 

Nursery rhymes that are sung today, I sang them yesterday,

Now the wheels on the bus that went round have long but gone away.

The little girl and little boy are still young in my mind today.

The many friends and games they played along the winding pathway.

 

The slides, the swing, the happy things that time cannot erase.

Pets my girl and boy loved, in their hearts a special place.

The laughs throughout their life, it’s hard to keep a straight face.

Many photos of my special babies kept on the fireplace.

 

 Mums’ and Dads through the window, the school run will be short,

In the sun, rain, wind and snow standing on the stone forecourt .

Finding a parking place for the school run car transport,

But in another heartbeat, time will pass, no longer to escort.

 

The toys they had, forever loved, we loved them all as well!

When Christmas came, it was havoc while singing Jingle Bells!

Now dinner for two, one cracker pulled, feels like a dropped bombshell.

Still keep the teddy Bear in the cupboard, trying not to dwell.

 

Days at school are short lived, schoolbooks stored in the attic

A tear or two looking back to memories, I am so empathetic.

I was you, not long ago, through the half terms so erratic!

I’d bring that all back in another heartbeat now life has become so static.

 

Hold those tiny hands as long as you can, they won’t be small for long.

Sing the same nursery rhymes, sing them all year long.

Your little girl and little boy will sing them to their newborn

And hold their tiny hands in yours , they will never be outworn.

 

The pushchair you sat in and outgrew, long ago it sold.

A car you drive from A to B, the emotions that I hold,

Tiny little people walk along the road, recollections that Unfold

It’s quiet now, while I look out of the window their childhood’s I withhold

 

Copyright Linda Lawrence

 

23/11/2024